Sunday, March 24, 2019

My First Dream of Yoo

 remember I had a dream of you -

I had left you in the school for settling there. When i came back i saw all the babies trying to rest/sleep in bunk beds. You were little far and the beds were in a auditorium of sorts with all parents little away - only being able to watch kids from far - and I saw you looking for me in the crowd and you saw and found me and recognized me and asked for me.


And i wanted to be with you and in that worry I woke up.

This is like my first dream of you or the first dream I remember.

I just want to say that no matter what no matter what no matter what no matter what no matter regardless i will always always always be there for you even when you cant see me. So dont search for me, feel my gaze, feel my presence. Be strong. I am inside you.

Also a side note, right now u are at a size where your face fits my hand completely and you are so soft and squeezable.

Also you a super bad over actress and really fun to be with. Baby ko laga oh no. And funniest dialogue - oh no saurabh kahaan gaya.
Also well- you call all children baby, even girls older than you. Baby shopping kar rahee hai - u said to a 12 year old. And you are just 2. 
 

 
 
 
 







 
 

Tuesday, March 19, 2019

When we were playing hide and seek

I came out after counting from 1-10 and asked “Yooki kahaan hai”
And then i heard you from your hiding place “yooki idhar hai”


How cute and innocent u are - also you look like a button.

Earlier hide and seeks you used to come running to me as soon as I stopped counting. You are so so adorable baby.

U have your annual day and you dnaced on bhumbhro and desi girl.











Sunday, March 10, 2019

Mamma's killer coconut chocolate cake

In a bowl whisk 2 whole eggs.
To that add 3/4th-1cup jaggery
Mix well till there are no lumps and all becomes one consistency.
To that add 1 cup of hershey's unsweetened chocolate powder (add through a sieve). Mix again.
Add 1 spoon baking powder.
Add 1 spoon baking soda.
Add 3/4th cup coconut oil  - mix well.
To that add 3/4th cup coconut flour through a sieve. Mix well.
Add 1/2 cup wheat flour or almond flour through a sieve. Mix well.
Add milk and oil based on how to feel the consistency is.
Mix all well - ideally you should have a egg beater to mix at every stage.

Melt dark chocolate chips or bournville chocolate in a cup (over gas put water on boil and put chocolate in a cup till it melts).

Add to the mixture. Can adjust milk and oil if need be to make it feel moist.

Pour in a baking tray and bake at 100 degrees for 30 mins.

Melt more chocolate to apply over the cake.

Saturday, March 9, 2019

Love is

Love is - me falling for a stray cat below our house and your papa quietly ordering month's full of cat food supply for her. Blessed.

My fav view

Cyberpunk love

I was with mums and overheard these

Just sending in incase u need (dont kill me baby)

Super ripe Banana honey yoghurt turmeric pack for smoothness

Oats milk scrub

Vitamin e aleo vera as moisturizes

Boil potato carrot - blend, add turmeric and baking soda put overnight

But i feel
Sleep
Exercise
Meditation u need
And your father swears by IF - eat only 8 hours and fast 16 hours and drinking apple cider vineger with rock slat

Friday, March 8, 2019

very cliche but one shld know why there are cliche's - trailer design tips

"The most important thing is that you have to hook people immediately whether it's a great piece of dialogue between characters, an unexpected jolt of some kind or a wonderful piece of music," he says. "Then, you need to escalate. If it's a comedy you make it funnier as it goes along. If it's horror you have to make things get creepier and creepier. Finally you have to have a great way to end the piece. The way peoples brains are wired, first we remember how something ends, and then we remember how it begins."--

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"'Whenever someone creates something with all of their heart, then that creation is given a soul.' "

Thursday, March 7, 2019

"Consider it well" and Failure to Bend the spoon

Only trick for a good direction is "Consider it well"

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"'Whenever someone creates something with all of their heart, then that creation is given a soul.' "