Also the best advice I have got oflate is

Pretend to be your best friend and give yourself advice -
On things that trouble you or even on important life decisions.

Start practising being your own best friend.
You can write yourself a letter too assuming but detach from your problems when you write- goto a cafe and write away from home.

So even if you are feeling pigeon-holed into some love problem or some career politics, try to be the right person and do the right thing even if it's opposite of what you innately feel, sometimes your best friend can lend you some objectivity to help you keep your emotions out of a situation and take the best action.

Wolf and sunset and happiest days of my life

..I take my little wolf and daughter for a walk, play with the new kittens, a giant white dog named Ghost & argue with a particularly nosy crow (who steals cat foods). Then we sit watching the sunset over the sea- wondering why urban lives are not magical enough...


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So your nani said that the happiest days of her life was when I and asim were growing up and even though she has been happy since then - that's when she was happiest.

Someone else told me that you might look back in your life and feel that those days I had everything - and still worried about nitty-gratties your film.

So last 2-3 days I have made contentment and happiness my primary emotion and all worries very secondary and trust me I am handling my worries much better too as they are not de-stabilising me or not making me volatile at all.

I make it a point to do stuff like sleep for 20 mins extra if both you and Juno are snuggled up and not get up worried. Read books to you and just play ringa ringa roses to you.

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Ok on other note I am hooked into this podcast called imaginary worlds and I heard about this game eve online where people have to build this world of spaceships and how passionate they become about it- there are players who are actually reporters and how time slows down there when important events happen. I don't know what is the virtual world situation for your generation is.

The truth is humans need distractions from their existence but sometimes if you don't distract you can probably make your reality as awesome as an alternative hive mind created hyper universe.

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Read a book called grit by Angela duckworth
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P.S remember the oats thing I spoke about- put toasted nuts and 1/2. dates too for sweetness

Also some pics -

These are some of our pics

From our regular evening walks with Juno.
There is a new kitten in the juice Center whose side u won't leave. But he is fiesty fellow and paws you so I mostly don't let you hold her and only pat her.

It's really hot upto 41 degrees and I am suffering from problems like my iMac blew up the second time now while editing but I managed to work from my Mac book air.

Life good otherwise. Worried about my edit etc.

Overnight oats soaked

In turmeric almond milk topped with nuts and pomegranate. Since your dad leaves for work at 7:30 with no breakfast in the house thinking of stocking up house with this.

Magic

Sometimes magic is someone spending more time on something that anyone else might reasonably expect.

I love you doll. Be a magician in whatever you do.

Mummy’s Seattle Gang

One day Mummy will talk about the 4 years she spent in Seattle living alone with friends having fun and working in a multinational company and being young and wild.
Love you.

mummy shooting

Don’t forget get emotional continuity

Don't forget feelings in every film - feelings of actors and feelings of audience

It’s not about making a film

It's about making a good film.

U will make 7-8 good films in your life. Make them well choose them wisely

I was so thin when preggo

Pic 2

Some wisdom

Be good to as many people as possible

Eterna - 1955 story on time travel

Or is it called waitabit?


Not sure it's about a planet scout reporting that a new inhabitable planet found is unconquerable and a fleet of army goto it.

In the planet a day is of 365 earth day and it is inhabited by owl like 4 feet tall aliens living in cities and villages with its own train sysytem.

When the army goes they realise no one reacts to them and they thing it's some psychological play. Everyone in the planet is walking and doing things slower than a snail and finally they realise that their sense of time is different - what is one hour for us is one second for them. And they realise gradually the futility of trying to communicate to them anything as the concept of time is so different for them and hence the army bored (more than anything else) leaves corroborating the classification :)

This is Mummy and Papa two years before you were born :)