It was so painful

To see you go through the first blood test. They didn't allow me in the room and I. Oils hear you crying and I felt so helpless.
You cried after a while too. Maybe you felt betrayed. But then you started smiling soon. You are my strong girl.
I have learnt that sadness is an addictive trap. One can stay in sadness spa as long as one wants but one needs to get out and be happy and then things that are good start happening.