You are growing up too fast

I miss the baby you but thankfully you are still your cuddly best and now that you talk so much, I feel there is potential for a true friendship here :).

I also like how extremely imaginative you are. You keep playing with your rubber animals for hours making stories about them like going to doctor, doing activities like I saw a tiny rubber duck driving the minnie mouse car.
You have proper plots like baby rubber animals eating minnie's cake and cat burger being summoned to rescue the cake.

Also recently the key players of your stories are mummy and baby unicorns (they are unicorn rubber puzzles but u have replaced unicorn bodies with panda bodies) and when i talk to u about them u try to hide the fact and just call them by the colors- blue and purple and you ask me to not look when you are talking and playing with them.

Dear yoo bask in your creativity- remember enthusiasm and confidence is all you need to do anything in life. (And grit and hardwork, patience, strategies, love and respect for elders and the young- the list never ends).


Ah we have been doing lots of coloring and we call our sketch book "mummy plus yooki sketch book".


I was reading a lot about solitude and it's power in nourishing - basically read an essay on it - on how spending time with yourself more alone makes your vision clearer and you being to recognize sources of true happiness.
I have started being more withdrawn and alone (having zero expectations from people) and I have found newer avenues to learn and express myself reading and drawing- its improving my concentration too. Anyways i have mummy, you, papa, zain zenish and all for good company if i need.

I was reading a scifi story on lookism where people install a pharmaceutical switch call neurostat so that they dont discriminate based on attractiveness. And debates around that.

And yeah in last few pages of my script. It took me 2-3 months to think but i managed to write it in 1.5 months so I get worried if what I wrote is not too sketchy. This is the first draft though and i hope i add more dimensions soon. I am really happy with all that I am exploring with it.